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Post by Tiff on Feb 21, 2011 2:28:39 GMT -5
"Good to know." He too looked down at all the people mulling around below them and frowned, that could only mean lunch was over and they needed to head to class. "I doubt I'll go tonight." He added, wondering truly if she wanted him to make up with Serena. "Did you meet him before or after our run in at the park?" He asked. "It would have been nice to know about the party and him from you, you know."
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Post by kristay on Feb 21, 2011 2:35:30 GMT -5
She bit her lip a bit guiltily. "Honestly, after our run in at the park I was avoiding you. And I met him before that actually. I didn't know you were going to show up at the party but I'm glad you did." Aya smiled a bit at him. "And--", she broke off what she was going to say, "Before today... I didn't know how you'd react... Honestly, I was scared to tell you. It made me feel bad, as if I was betraying you even if I'm not." She shook her head.
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Post by Tiff on Feb 21, 2011 2:42:30 GMT -5
Monte licked his lips and glared down at the people below him, his mood no longer light. "I wish I hadn't." He kept his eyes down. "It fucked up a lot for me and sure I'm thrilled about getting to talk to you, hold you, and kiss you in privacy, but I told you about Serena. I felt guilty as hell because I'd moved on without really knowing what became of you. I might get her back, she might be like most girls and enjoy flowers and lavish apologies, but I think she'll see through all of it. And for my sake, I hope you're right, I hope she takes me back and I hope for our sake she understands our love and that we want to continue a friendship relationship, but I'm afraid I'm not going to be good at keeping you as just a friend..."
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Post by kristay on Feb 21, 2011 2:48:26 GMT -5
She crossed her arms, knowing what he felt and sympathizing with him because she felt the same thing about Dan. Aya wanted to be with Monte, that was a given. But she didn't want to do it at the cost of a ruined relationship between Monte and Serena and between her and Dan. Anyway she looked at it, it seemed like someone was going to get hurt and she preferred it to be her; no more pain for anyone else, especially not Monte Mondego. "She's a smart girl; she probably will see through it. But she'd still appreciate you being honest with her." Aya laughed, more out of desperation and grief than happiness or glee. "I'm just as bad at it as you are Monte; but we have to make it work... We just have to."
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Post by Tiff on Feb 21, 2011 3:03:39 GMT -5
Monte shook his head, he didn't believe her, he didn't believe that she would be bad at it. "I'm sure the bell is going to ring any second now, I should go, I wouldn't want to get Saturday detention and wind up missing my only opportunity to make things up to a girl I really don't want to be with." Just saying it made him feel bad, deep down he didn't mean that, he did like Serena, and he didn't like that he'd messed things up with her. "I suppose we shouldn't meet up here again, too much temptation..." He turned away from the wall and looked her over before starting toward the door. "Love you Ayame Tay." He pulled the door open and stepped through it, probably more depressed than he'd been before she joined him at his table.
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Post by kristay on Feb 21, 2011 3:08:14 GMT -5
"I--..." She didn't even have time to speak as he left her with the worst parting words he could have said. Aya sunk to her knees and her wall of resolve crumbled like Jericho on the 7th day. The tears that had been suppressed, held back and kept at bay now rushed out with the force of one that was denied too long. She rammed her fists against her eyes, not wanting to cry even if she knew it was inevitable. It just wasn't fair, wasn't fair to anyone and she hated fate for giving her this kind of bullshit to deal with. "I-- I love you too Monte Mondego." She whispered to no one in particular as she bowed her head and accepted defeat. Fate just seemed to love kicking her ass.
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