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Post by Kelli-wa on Jan 5, 2012 4:00:18 GMT -5
Cybill's eyes widened a little as he started, waiting for him to say something about how he'd played for plenty of people. He was so sure of himself in almost every other aspect, of course he would have played for other people. His answer was far from what she thought it would be, however and she licked her lips. For some reason though, her heart felt like it was beating a little harder than it had been before. She blinked and looked into his eyes. She shook her head, "Well, you have no reason to be self-conscious about it. You were great and you have a gorgeous voice." She scooted a little closer to him and let her hand trail from where it rested in her lap to his knee and then moved it, so that it rested on his inner thigh, thinking she would try again. He could only say no again, right?
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Post by Alisha on Jan 5, 2012 4:38:10 GMT -5
Mason gave her a grin at the compliment, shaking his head and waving it off. Playing the guitar was merely a hobby, something to pass the time on a rainy day. Whether he was good or not meant nothing when he just played for himself, but the assurance that if he were to play for her again and she would enjoy it, yeah, that felt good too. When she moved closer to him and that hand of hers slid further up his thigh though, his expression turned into a serious one. He swallowed, looking down at her hand before back up at her face. He didn't think she had dropped it, and lets face it, he really enjoyed kissing her. Before he could think to much about it, he reached his hand out and gripped her hip, pulling her closer to him. His other hand rested against her neck, and he pulled her face to his. Mason moved his lips against hers, angling his body so that he could kiss her properly. If things got too intense, he could stop, right?
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Post by Kelli-wa on Jan 5, 2012 22:46:51 GMT -5
Cybill smiled as his body angled toward her and she let the hand that wasn't on his leg move to his cheek. She wanted to figure out why he made her want him so bad. Why he wasn't like every other guy she'd ever kissed. She continued to kiss him, because she didn't want it to stop, if she stopped, he might choose to stop too. Again. She tried to move a little closer to him and wormed her way to his lap, straddling over him as her hand ran through his hair. She switched the direction of her head and kissed a little deeper, proving how bad she wanted him.
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Post by Alisha on Jan 6, 2012 1:51:24 GMT -5
Mason could feel that slow burn start, lighting up within him. The one that heated him up from the inside out. When she straddled him, he could feel his muscles tense, tightening in the most delicious way because of how close she was. He didn't know how she could turn him into such an animistic primate, but he wasn't really complaining. Come on, who could complain when they had a gorgeous girl in their lap? Mason's arm wrapped around her, pulling her impossibly closer to him. He slid his tongue into her mouth, all the while his hand creeped slowly up her leg.
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Post by Kelli-wa on Jan 6, 2012 1:58:29 GMT -5
Cybill grinned in the kiss as she was pulled even closer to his body, his hot skin was warm and she wished she could feel it against hers. She let out a small satisfied grunt as his tongue slid into her mouth. She'd gotten to him, and she was proud of that fact. Being in control again made her feel better about herself. Knowing that he couldn't really stop his reactions also made her feel good. She needed to be needed and she wanted to be desired. This was the only way that she ever knew if a guy really wanted her. In these moments, she could tell anything, read his mind and drag his thoughts to the surface. Mostly because when a boy's lips are occupied by a girl's his only thoughts are, 'I want in there.'
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Post by Alisha on Jan 6, 2012 2:49:14 GMT -5
She was making it very hard for him to even think clearly, it was like the only thing that was on his mind was Cybill and her body... and the things he wanted so badly to do to her. His thought process was like this cloudy fog, he had to try extra hard to get any logical thought through. In order to get some clarity, he moved his head away from hers, breathing heavily. His lips traveled lightly across the surface of the soft skin of her neck. Mason knew what they were currently doing was going completely against everything he had told her earlier, so why did it have to feel so good? The hand that had been sliding up her thigh was now well up her side, pushed that t-shirt of his up as it went.
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Post by Kelli-wa on Jan 6, 2012 3:11:15 GMT -5
Her heart was beating three times it's normal pace, but she didn't mind. She loved this rush. As his hand traveled up her side she could feel tingles of where it had been. His lips pulled from hers and she let out a breath as they started to cross the skin of her neck. This is so much better. she thought. How was it that he made her feel so much different. Why did she feel in control, but still so out of control? It didn't make sense. She ran a hand through his hair and moved her head so she was looking straight into his eyes. "Please don't say no again," she pleaded in a faint whisper. She kissed his cheek bone and worked her way to his jaw and then to his neck. She moved down lower still and started to kiss and suck on a place that could be covered by his shirt should he choose to wear one.
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Post by Alisha on Jan 6, 2012 4:31:31 GMT -5
Mason pulled away from her with those sobering words, leaning against the back of the couch. The way she'd said those words, How they'd just rolled off her tongue in a tantalizing whisper... It drove him insane with need. He let out a low groan with her lips found that spot, but pushed her gently away from him slightly. He looked into her eyes, searching them for some form of hesitation. "Cybill..." He said, grabbing her hand, this was so wrong, but so so right. "Promise me one thing, okay? If we do this, and I take you home tonight, or tomorrow, promise me that this wont be it? I don't think I could handle it, if it was." No, he wasn't saying no this time, he very much wanted to say yes. But, if this meant that he would loose any chance of getting to know her? He would have no qualms with denying her.
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Post by Kelli-wa on Jan 6, 2012 4:47:31 GMT -5
Cybill panicked as he pushed her gently away from his body. She licked her lips, prepared for him to shut her down again. Tell her how he wanted something else from her that she wasn't sure she knew how to give. His words were different this time though. They were saying the same thing, but they were saying something totally different. She bit her lip. She could just lie to him. She could easily tell him that she would come back as long as he wanted her to, but she wasn't sure she could make that promise. It frightened her. Her mind couldn't wrap around the fact that he wanted her for more than just the goods she was offering. She searched his face and finally sat back just looking at him. "You're a real piece of work, you know that?" she asked. She wasn't angry, just confused. Why couldn't she bring herself to lie to him? It didn't make any sense. She could easily lie her way anywhere she wanted, but she couldn't lie to the boy she was just kissing. "I can't promise you that. I can't even figure myself out. I don't get why I'm acting like this around you. I don't know what kind of magic you're using on me, but it needs to stop." She stood from his lap and went back upstairs. She didn't know where she was going, maybe to bed, but she didn't really want to leave.
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Post by Alisha on Jan 6, 2012 5:54:32 GMT -5
Mason let out a frustrated sigh when Cybill removed herself from his lap and made her way up the stairs. He had to pick the one that wanted nothing from him but sex, didn't he? He wouldn't deny that it hurt, not being good enough for her even try... Not being good enough for her to want him beyond his good looks and for his body. Maybe that's what he needed to do, but the hot guy who didn't form attachments. Mason scrubbed his hands down his face before getting up from and couch and following her up the stairs, taking them two at a time. The sweet Mason would have just offered to take her home and gave her a bed to sleep in, this Mason that walked down the hallway and into the open doorway was there to mask the rejection. Pushing her down on the bed with little force, he crawled up her body, leaning over her. "Is this what you want, Cybill?" He asked, his voice void of the sweet tone it usually held when he spoke to her. Mason's fingertips trailed down the middle of her, starting at her bottom lip, traveling down her chest and torso, pausing at her abdomen. His eyes never left hers as he stared, challenging her.
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Post by Kelli-wa on Jan 6, 2012 14:35:03 GMT -5
She could hear him coming down the hallway and as he walked in she shook her head, "I don't want to hear it," she said, but she wasn't expecting what happened next. He pushed her down on the bed and crawled over her, but for some reason it frightened her. Why was he suddenly acting so different? What had she done to make him want her now? She couldn't figure it out. "Damn it, Mason, I don't know what I want!" she shouted. It was true. Her mind was spinning from all of this indecision. She looked away from him trying her hardest to keep the tears that were threatening her inside. She didn't want to do this, she didn't want to act this way. She wanted to be able to sleep with him and be on her way, but her head wouldn't even let her do that, would it. "I don't get it. Fuck!" She pulled herself away from him, backing up toward the headboard and she pulled her legs to fetile position. Her tears were escaping once again and she secretly wished she could die right there, just so she wouldn't have to think anymore. He hid her face from him, embarrassed of the wild range of emotions she was feeling.
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Post by Alisha on Jan 6, 2012 21:40:55 GMT -5
Mason sat up when she yelled at him, his eyes closing at the desperate tone her voice took on. It sounded like she was just as confused at he was, the only difference was, he knew what he wanted: her. The only part he was confused about was why she didn't want him back in the same way, and how to get her to want him. Mason got up, trying his hardest to fight the urge to wrap his arms around the crying girl, and went over to his dresser. He pulled out a the first thing he saw, which happened to be a black t-shirt, before pulling it over his head. He leaned his arms on the top of his dresser, hanging his head and blowing out his breath. It was just too much for him to handle, this overwhelming sense of utter defeat he felt. Turning around, he eyed Cybill before looking down at the ground. "Maybe I should just take you home." He said quietly, "This just isn't what you want, Cybill. I get it, okay." He focused his eyes on her again, standing there in his room. His hand moved to rub the back of his neck, he could feel the tension building there. "I'm just... not that guy. I can't be that guy."
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Post by Kelli-wa on Jan 6, 2012 21:59:01 GMT -5
Cybill let her eyes turn up to his face. He seemed to feel as horrible as she did right now. She just felt so rejected for some reason. She didn't understand why she felt that way, but it was happening. She'd screwed up. Everything he'd said to her, for whatever reason, was true. Her heart nearly sank to her stomach with that realization. It terrified her. "Why?" she whispered at him. "Why would you want to know who I am? I'm--" she shook her head lightly and licked her lips. She stood from the bed and looked at him, "Maybe you should just take me home. I'm sorry. I can't be that girl either." She shook her head again. "I'm not."
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Post by Alisha on Jan 7, 2012 0:02:28 GMT -5
Mason stared at her, trying to keep the hurt from entering his eyes. Everything that he had told her that day, and this was it? A few heated moments and it was gone, that connection he could have sworn they had. Maybe that spark just wasn't enough. Mason couldn't expect her to be someone she wasn't, it would just hurt more in the end. With a small sigh, he nodded. He sat down on the bed and began to pull his shoes on. "I can't expect you to be someone you aren't." He said softly, shoving his laces into his shoes. He found himself wondering who this guy was, this defeated guy. Normally Mason didn't give up.
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Post by Kelli-wa on Jan 7, 2012 0:37:31 GMT -5
Cybill licked her lips and walked away, heading to the bathroom to change clothes, but she didn't want to put on the wet bathing suit and she had no idea where her tank top had disappeared to. So she left his shirt on and walked back into the bedroom. Leaning against the door frame she looked at him. She really wanted to give him what he wanted. She wanted him to be happy, but she knew that she would just disappoint him the way she did with everyone. That's why she never stayed for longer than a day, so they weren't disappointed. "I'm sorry," she said again. "I left my bathing suit hanging on the bathtub. I'll come back in a few days to get it and return the shirt, because I seem to have lost mine."
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