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Post by Tori on Jun 26, 2012 23:12:47 GMT -5
Tillie tilted her head slightly with a little smirk on her face as she shook her head lightly at him. "It just takes practice..." she told him. She listened to what he was telling her then, nodding with reassurance in her expression. "Well, you changed once....even if it was a bad change. You can still change again back to your old self. It's not too late, you know. It's never too late. Like you said, it just takes time. More time for other people. You're just lucky I'm easy to forgive, though." she giggled, nudging him playfully again. At his next words then, Tillie couldn't help but feel her heart warm even more so, and even start beating faster. She smiled at him, and leaned in closer with her hands gripping his again, and told him gently, "I could never stop loving you, though. No matter how frustrated I get with you...I could never completely stop loving you." And with that, she pressed her lips up against his, making sure to leave a lasting impression from that hard kiss.
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Post by Redeim on Jun 27, 2012 1:19:24 GMT -5
JuLong smiled softly, though it seemed a little bittersweet, as she told him she would always love him. "Yes... with time..." He agreed, glancing over at Li again, "But sometimes it is.. um... frustrate..." He tried explaining. He felt as if his heart stopped as he got kissed, but could only look to Tillie with shame, "Even if I use(d) again?" He asked her softly, knowing even though he didn't plan to, it was a very real possibility in the future if he didn't take the proper steps. After all, he never even planned to get addicted to cocaine in the first place, though he knew the very real consequences when he had tried it the first time.
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Post by Tori on Jun 27, 2012 22:19:25 GMT -5
"It does get frustrating, I understand. But you still gotta try, JuLong." she tried telling him again, while at the same time, correcting his English. She bit her lip at his next question to her then. "Well, there's definitely a possibility I will never trust or forgive you again...." she started, but quickly followed with, "But I'm sure I will always find a way to keep loving you..."
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Post by Redeim on Jun 27, 2012 23:06:41 GMT -5
JuLong felt like he hit a ton of bricks at first, but then calmed down a little. "O-oh..." He muttered, then looked to the ground. "I am really sorry I didn't tell you sooner..." He told her, looking as regretful as he sounded. "I will always love you." He promised her. "Even if I mess up. Which I don't plan to."
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Post by Tori on Jun 27, 2012 23:13:38 GMT -5
"It's fine..." Tillie shrugged back. "I'll just have to keep a better watch on you from now on, huh?" she said teasingly, trying to lighten up the mood a bit. "But don't worry, I'll always love you too. Even if I yell at you...I'll still love you." she added in, her smile softening. "Trust me. I yell at you, because I care for and love you."
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Post by Redeim on Jun 27, 2012 23:32:04 GMT -5
JuLong gave her a soft smile, still feeling tired but not as needy for drugs now. "I um..." He began, still feeling the need to apologize but instead dropping it and changing the subject. "We were going to go somewhere today, right?" He asked Tillie with a weak laugh.
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Post by Tori on Jun 27, 2012 23:41:22 GMT -5
Tillie bit her lip, but giggled afterward. "Um, if you want to, we can. I don't really have anywhere planned to go, though. I'll leave that up to you." she told him, a cutesy smile still held up on her face.
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Post by Redeim on Jun 28, 2012 0:02:40 GMT -5
JuLong laid back down on his towel, stretching out but then moving so he left room for Tillie to lie down if she wanted. He put his hands behind his head, relaxing as he looked up to the sky. "I've been very tired lately. But actually, it's normal for um... withdraw... sym..." Li let out an obviously frustrated groan, "withdrawal symptoms, Ge (older brother)." She told him, obviously having long gotten frustrated with his bad English.
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Post by Tori on Jun 28, 2012 0:11:25 GMT -5
Tillie smiled, and happily joined alongside JuLong, lying across his towel with him. She swung her arms back behind her head as well and looked up at the small, short clouds passing by as JuLong did. "Withdrawal Symtoms." she corrected at the same time as Li, giggling at their sudden unison. "Yeah. It is good to relax though. It helps sometimes. Especially on a nice day like this."
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Post by Redeim on Jun 28, 2012 0:37:59 GMT -5
Li smiled softly to Tillie, seeming to be able tolerate Tillie much more than she could her brother. JuLong smiled as he watched the clouds, putting an arm down so Tillie could rest on it if she wanted to. "Today was so nice, I didn' even want to relax indoors." JuLong told Tillie with a laugh. "That is why I was outside."
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Post by Tori on Jun 28, 2012 0:54:14 GMT -5
Tillie noticed his arm move down some, and decided to make herself more comfortable by laying on his arm. "Mhm~ If you want, we can go to the park or something to lay out and relax." she suggested, without even turning to look at him. Because honestly, all Tillie wanted right now, was to be with JuLong, alone, if possible.
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Post by Redeim on Jun 28, 2012 1:10:44 GMT -5
"Why move somewhere else?" JuLong asked lazily, his eyes half closed as he stretched out. "I'm comfortable here." "I'd be fine with you two leaving." Li grumbled, rolling onto her back and covering her eyes with an arm to shield the sun. JuLong looked over to his sister and then looked back to Tillie, a big, though lazy grin in his face. "I like it here." He giggled.
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Post by Tori on Jun 28, 2012 22:08:07 GMT -5
Tillie just sent him a smirk, as well as a small shake of her head. "You lazy butt!" she giggled, giving him another playful shove, shoulder to shoulder. She looked over to Li then, smiling, before turning back to JuLong again. "Okay....I guess if I get bored I could always explore your backyard or house.." she stuck her tongue out at him.
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Post by Redeim on Jun 28, 2012 22:23:35 GMT -5
JuLong finally opened his eyes fully again, looking at Tillie, "You're not tired at all? Hmm..." He looked around, trying to think of something low-energy they could do. Suddenly, he sat up, wide eyed as he thought of something. "Oh! I want to see beach. Can we go see? I never been and Shen tol' me it is nice there." He suggested.
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Post by Tori on Jun 28, 2012 22:32:46 GMT -5
Tillie shook her head, just as energetically as she always seemed to be. "Ohh~ The beach is perfect!" she squealed, sitting up excitedly. "Especially now that its summertime. It's sooo nice down there! You'll love it." she grinned even wider at him, and just as cutely as any other time she smiled to him.
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