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Post by Tori on Jul 17, 2011 12:16:11 GMT -5
Shawn was practically holding his breath during her little rant towards him. Although, once she said the last few words to him, he couldn't help but glare his eyes directly at her, not saying a word, leaving only a scowl on his own lips. He didn't know how to respond right away. The only thing that was going on in his head at that moment was to just leave it be, let her yell out her anger towards him. He deserved it anyway, with the way he's treated her lately. Closing his eyes tightly, gulping down another lump in his throat, Shawn moved his head back forward so he was slumped over his drink again, managing to mumble out, "I-I'm sure you will get what you deserve." Licking his lips then, he added in, "After all, you sure deserve a hell of a lot more than me. The only thing I'm good for is....one night stands." he kept his eyes shut for the moment being, still facing towards his beverage he was gripping onto with shaky hands tighter than before, holding all his frustrations inside him until he got back home where he could really let it out freely.
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Post by Lezzi on Jul 17, 2011 16:08:48 GMT -5
Polaris could only hold his gaze for a few seconds, then she had to turn her head. She couldn't stand looking at him, not only from anger but from pain. She had wanted to make it work the second time, but she just convinced herself he would push her down again. She rolled her eyes at his last statement. "That's all you're good for because that's all you let yourself be. You dont except change and you never will." She stood up, spotting Nick start to come out of the bathroom with a grin on his face. She quickly turned back to Shawn to say one thing. "And don't go home and blow off at Toni or the little girl or anyone. If anything, you should blow off at yourself. Not them." She turned back around but suddenly Nick was there kissing her neck and pushing her back into the bar. "Hey!" She yelled, trying to push him off.
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Post by Tori on Jul 17, 2011 16:23:56 GMT -5
Shawn kept his gaze down at his drink for another moment of Polaris screaming in his face, although he had shut his eyes tightly again towards the ending of what she was saying to him. She was right after all. He couldn't just bolt out of here and blow up at Toni or anyone. If anything, he should blow up at himself. There had been moments in his life where he's thought about suicide, but had backed out of it last minute each time. He had always thought there would be some kind of hope for him in the future. But he was thinking now that maybe their wasn't. That maybe he should just give up on his thoughts and hopes...and just life in general. As these many thoughts filled his mind all over again, his hands continued squeezing the glass tight in his grip, still shaking. He opened his eyes then, hearing Nick return back to Polaris, immediately starting to smooch off of her. He didn't have to see it to believe it. Even if Polaris was pushing him off. He figured that she would start kissing him soon enough anyway, just like how they used to. He shook his head firmly then, pushing the glass aside, having it nearly shatter onto the floor, and stormed off. He got to the outside, stopping suddenly only to get out a cigarette before continuing on his walk back home.
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Post by Lezzi on Jul 17, 2011 16:33:30 GMT -5
Polaris wasnt about to make out with this guy, not on her life. She pushed him off but Nick didn't seem to want to let go. "Qui! nada!" The girls stood up, racing over to try to help Polaris. The guys they were with ran over to help, obviously thinking Nick was just wasted. But he wasnt letting go of Polaris, his hands running all over her. Nada raced outside, looking around, then spotting Shawn. "Hey! H-Help!" She didn't know what else to do so she ran and grabbed his arm, running back inside where there was now a huge commotion with Nick trying to get the guys off of him and to Polaris. Qui had thrown her jacket to Polaris, who's dress was ripped now, and was tryin to get her out of there, but one of Nick's friend had pushed them back, going for both of them. They both screamed, dodging a grab from the big guy.
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Post by Tori on Jul 18, 2011 0:40:39 GMT -5
Just outside of the club, Shawn was found puffing out smoke, and was just about to head back home when he was called back with a tug on his arm by Nada. He was about to slap her for it, but with the way she sounded and looked, it must of been important. "What the fuu--" was all he could say before he checked back inside at Nick, obviously wasted and drunk, trying to get on Polaris who now looked even more scared and helpless. "Polaris." he muttered, spitting out his cigarette from his mouth and practically charging at the guy getting on Polaris. "Hey, douche-bag!" he called out to Nick, pulling him back from the collar of his shirt to face him, "Try treating a lady with respect why don'tcha? And maybe then she'll like you more." he tried telling him, trying his very hardest not to punch the living daylights out of this guy. And by holding in the rest of his anger, he clenched his teeth together, and tightened his fists up by his sides.
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Post by Lezzi on Jul 18, 2011 6:40:33 GMT -5
Nick fell to the ground when Shawn pulled him back, but he was snickering as he got up. He pulled him arm back, about to hit Shawn when he screamed out in pain and fell. Polaris was standing behind him; she had chopped the back of his neck, knocking him out. "Damn I sure can pick 'em." She looked back at Shawn, about to ask why he came back, but somebody had stepped behind her and knocked her out by slamming a glass over her head. The drunken(obviously confused) guy was quickly attacked by Nada and Quisha. "Get Polaris out of here! We'll be behind you in a second!" Quisha told Shawn, glancing back for a split second.
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Post by Tori on Jul 18, 2011 22:06:38 GMT -5
Shawn's eyes only narrowed even more to Nick, as if saying, Go ahead. Punch me and see what happens next. When he suddenly collapsed though, he was stunned at first, but then his eyes widened when he saw that it was Polaris that had stopped Nick. He shrugged at her comment, opening his mouth some to reply back to her, but jumped slightly again when Polaris was the next to be knocked out. "Duuudeee! What the fuuu--" he started shouting out again, but was interrupted by the other two girls screaming at him to get Polaris out of the place. As much as he wanted to deny their order to him, and beat the shit out of the last two guys instead, he kept his mouth firmly shut and gritted his teeth before nodding to them and picking up the unconscious Polaris, storming out of the place. Shawn ran down the streets, not stopping until he had turned the corner and was absolutely sure none of the other drunken idiots were following after them. "Rissy..." Shawn started to say, his voice just minutes from cracking. "Polaris, please wake up." he shook her lightly in his arms. "Look," he sighed, "I'm sorry for what I did...I really am. For all the stupid, idiotic things I've done and said to you, I really, truly am sorry." he hugged her closer, managing to get a kiss to her forehead. "I really do want to change, Rissy. You're...." he sighed again, licking his bottom lip. "I've come to realize that you're the only person that I'll really listen to. I....I love you, Rissy."
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Post by Lezzi on Jul 18, 2011 22:15:21 GMT -5
The guys helped Nada and Quisha finish the rest off, one of them giving the bartender a hefty tip to help clean up the place. "Where's Rissy?" Quisha looked around. Nada shook her head, being helped up by her guy. "Shawn's got her..." She sighed. "She should be fine with him. He'll take her someplace safe." Quisha looked worried. "Are you sure?" Nada looked at her and nodded. "He's no that stupid."
Polaris stirred in the middle of his speech, not opening her eyes just yet. She couldn't believe what she was hearing, not even sure where she was. but she was pretty sure she was listening to Shawn ramble out a confession to her. She opened her eyes at his last sentence, gasping quietly. "You.... Y-You what?" She looked up at him, confused and a little scared. She tried to moved, but she cried out in pain, her spine was hurting her bad. Tears were brimming her eyes, but she didn't let him see it just yet.
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Post by Tori on Jul 18, 2011 22:41:41 GMT -5
Shawn nearly planted his lips on Polaris' when he saw her eyes open up. He kept her close to him, holding her tight in his arms, but also careful not to hurt her from where she seemed to be in pain at the moment. "You heard me." he told her, his tone sounding more and more legit. "I...I love you, Polaris."
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Post by Lezzi on Jul 18, 2011 22:46:50 GMT -5
Polaris blinked, still throughly confused. "I thought...you didn't love anybody..." She looked in his eyes, searching for something that might've given him away. Hesitation, faulter, fear... Anything that might mean he wasn't completely sure about it and that he could jump dump her off like he had before. "Third time's a charmer." She could hear the annoying saying Caris used constantly rig around inside her head.
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Post by Tori on Jul 18, 2011 22:59:48 GMT -5
Shawn shook his head lightly, "I know, and I thought the same thing. But..." he started again, licking his lips as he continued to gaze in her eyes. "Its like..." it was a lot more complicated for him to actually have to say it rather than think it in his head. "I...Whenever I'm with you..I don't know...I don't know how to explain this without sounding stupid." he groaned, "I just like you. Yes we did have those arguments, but the longer I was away from you...." he kicked himself mentally when he noticed he started sounding cheesy again, "...I couldn't stop thinking about you. It's weird..I never had this feeling before, ever. It's a stupid feeling in the pit of my stomach that I get whenever I think about or are around you.."
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Post by Lezzi on Jul 18, 2011 23:05:30 GMT -5
Polaris listened to him, searching him the entire time. She could see the only problems he was having way trying to translate it from his heart to his brain out his mouth. "It's not stupid." She finally whispered, pulling him down into a long, slow, deep kiss. "I love you too Shawn." She kissed him again, gasping slightly at the pain that came with having to move.
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Post by Tori on Jul 18, 2011 23:36:31 GMT -5
Shawn was about to disagree with her answer but was stopped by the kiss he was given by her. He closed his eyes for the moment being, opening them back up to find himself looking back at her, her eyes showing the pain that she was in finally. He furrowed his eyebrows with worry. It took him a few seconds before any more words came out of his mouth. "Where does it hurt?"
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Post by Lezzi on Jul 19, 2011 6:35:28 GMT -5
Polaris tried to move her hand to the back of her head, but hissed with pain she she withdrew it quickly. "Ah shit. It's the back of my head." She looked at her fingers which had a crimson liquid all over them from where she had tried to touch where the glass hit her. "Dammit. Shawn, I'm bleeding." She bit her lip, looking back up at him with a small fear showing on her face.
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Post by Tori on Jul 19, 2011 22:45:15 GMT -5
Shawn perched his lips together at the yelp of pain she let out, only to hold onto her tighter in his arms. He narrowed his eyes down at the patch of blood on her hand then, and anger took over inside him. He just wanted to storm back into the club and beat the shit out of the guy who broke glass on her head. "Rissy..." he only said, looking up from her hand, his facial expression still the same; angry and frustrated. With that, he dropped Polaris back on her feet, but still careful with her wounds she had, and clenched his teeth and fists together, shaking his head lightly. "I'll be right back." he couldn't take it anymore, all he wanted was to tell Polaris the truth about what he though about her, and some guy ruins it for him by injuring her. He turned on his feet, starting back towards the club to find Nick.
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